Sentimental Kills

To You, 

I feel like to write you an email, hope you don't mind. It is really good not only to hear from you but to meet you. I always remember "じんせいはいちごいちえです." I think you taught me that, and when I recited it to Y, she cried and hugged me. ##ReadMore##

It is always weird to see someone you have met long time ago, and find he/she has changed though, you could still easily recognize him/her. Coz you have to know this person to some extent, but have lost him/her at the same time. That's how I feel about you. In one way you seem different from before coz you have set your life goal and focus on it, but in the other you are still naughty as before. You are naughty in a harmless way, not aggressive, but meanwhile remain sincere, and I think that's why I liked you, coz you can always make me laugh. 

I took out my journal of that time and read it when I arrived home. I did not write much, but I am kind of trapped in the memory and couldn't focus on my thesis writing for two days - which is very annoying. It seems a little bit silly to write you the short 手紙 at that time（笑）, but I am glad I did coz at least I was upfront about my feelings. But I have to say sorry if it had ever bothered or hurt you. 

You know what, it is funny that when I thought I have forgot everything but in fact I haven't. I read the journal, and things become vivid, much vivider than I expect.

It's really awesome to see you and to know you are 元気. 
Take care and stay cool. : )

Love